I am not healthy.
There I said it.
OK, Maybe that is a little exaggerated but I don’t feel healthy. You would think I would feel awesome since I’m 5 lbs down past my pre-pregnancy weight and that all my clothes fit me. But I don’t.
Maybe it’s because I’ve been cooped up in a house with a sick child who constantly wipes his snotty nose on me and coughs in my face.
Or that I have been living off of cookies since the cookie exchange. (You think I’m kidding … I’m not)
Or the fact that I’m sleep deprived and my only source of exercise is picking up our 17 lb. baby and running errands.
Whatever it is … it sucks. I don’t feel like my normal self and I just feel blah. I am constantly tired and dragging ass. My joints and muscles literally ache all the time and I can not seem to get hydrated for the life of me. Overall, I just feel weak. Which is not cool, I’ve never felt this way. So I’m not sure what is up with me but something needs to change and it needs to change asap.
Around this time of year I look forward to writing down my goals and looking back on all my goals that I accomplished. I’m glad it’s that time again because boy do I need it. When I became a mom, my life has been put on the back burner to take care of little man. Which is totally fine, I mean that is my job. But I need to find a balance so I can take care of myself AND my family and house. I consider myself lucky if I get in 3 meals and a shower. I’m not sure how I’m going to figure out how to balance everything but my first main goal for 2012 is taking care of myself. Selfish? Maybe but I want to feel healthy and strong again. Now the question is … how do I go about doing this without letting all my other “duties” go.
What is your Main goal for 2012 … Is it to get Healthy too?
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